I lie awake and sigh and wonder what the hell went wrong
was it that I didn't pick us out the perfect song,
or was it that I didn't do all the things you said
this is what goes through my mind, what ponders through my head.
You left me crying without cease, my heart was torn in two
I hit the floor and prayed to God to tell me what to do,
He told me to get back up and hold my head up high
for no boy is worth the pain, nore worth my saddened cry.
As time went on I did forget about that darkened night
but as I dated other guys, none of them felt right
only you could hold me close and whisper in my ear
those soft, sweet words "I love you" that I longed to hear.
Only you could share a kiss that deepened without try
and only you could smile that smile that made me want to die
you rescued me from emptiness, my heart was filled with glee
knowing that you loved me so,me and only me.
As I lost you to the world I did not feel the same
I knew I wouldn't get you back, now or ne'r again
you crushed my heart into a pile that could not be re-sown
as tiny fragments filled the air I knew I was alone.
I have my friends to comfort me and family as well
even though you're lost from me I do not fear I fell,
I now wait for your return as I hold a pause,
so now you can feel the hurt from all the pain you caused.